Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 21:34
tears make you stronger,
we have to cry.
it's hard to let go; i keep holding on
a week in SA has passed. i really cant express how thankful i am, seriously, to the people who have encouraged me and cheered me up. i couldnt ask for more. thanks for the messages that help brighten up my day and keep me going.
i really have to thank god for everything he has given me-especially my friends. yuenying msged me during the week and it really moved me:
We are the ones who carve our lives, not the school we are in. The friendships that you have forged in your school goes beyond the boundaries of the school. Jiayou, dont let anything beat you down(:
i need time. i am moving on but flashbacks keeps playing in my head and i miss the feeling of giving my 100% and feeling satisfied after a long hard day. i miss being drench in perspiration and the heat of the scorching mid-afternoon sun. it's too personal and i doubt anyone can really understand the exact emotions i feel deep down in my heart. just do what you like- that's what people say. it's easy to say but definitely not easy to put action into it. it's a struggle between my heart and head. As much as i love soccer as a sport, the team still is my driving force and inspiration.
i know trusting God is the right choice and i am following my heart.