Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ 16:03
i've been seeing your pictures recently. this feeling just hit me again. i dont know how to describe it.
longing? maybe.
regret? maybe.
happy? maybe.
sad? maybe.
i wonder, if i were still there, maybe things would have a different turn.
i only realised how much of importance you are to me as a friend.
i would never forget what ___ told me, about you being sad that i am no longer around;
but i am happy to know that i meant something to you.
i sometimes look out the window, wondering if i would bump into you on the streets one day.
well, that has not happened yet. but i know one day, we will.
people tell me about you. and i am glad to know that you are coping well
its weird that i dont ask them about you but they always mention you to me.
i seem to be giving encouragements out of my own accord,
you didnt ask for it nor did you show or tell me that you are upset or discouraged,
but i just did what i needed and wanted to do.
i remember how much we all were laughing about jokes you've made and those silly gimmicks you do
plus those " go ______!" cheers whenever i see you running.
and you would cheer me on too and flash a grin back.
i recalled how shocked you were when you saw me that day.
you shouted my name.
i watched you play, and you smiled widely back at me.
that smile and acknowledgement was so genuine and priceless- that is the true you.
that is the true friend i know.
people immediately stereotyped you based on your looks, but i believe that there's something more to it.
under that, you are filled with passion and loyalty to those around you.
you didnt look friendly, but i was wrong.
you didnt look nice, but i was wrong.
you didnt look decent, but i was wrong
you look dao, but i was wrong too.
you were innocent and just like anyone of us.
i am glad to know you.
you have brought me memories and all smiles.
i would definitely not forget you my friend (: