Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 16:24

this post will be a rather wordy post with all i want to say as i reflect upon memories of the past year.

but firstly i would like to thank vjsg for inviting me back for teamnight 2008. i seem to have so much to say but i just cant express myself. it's was really great to be able to see everyone again. thank you all for always welcoming me with open arms and like as coach said, it feels as though i have never left the team and still have never left the team. though i only spent about 2mths with you guys, i really had a lifetime experience that i would ever get. i have never ever experienced such great team spirit and seeing how each and everyone worked so hard-just to achieve one common goal- is unbelievable. the short stint i've spent with you guys will always be part of my memories and i really appreciate you guys for letting me be part of yours(:
i know that you guys have nothing to give back to me and i dont expect anything in return except that: as you guys have expressed your heartfelt words- do your very utmost best on the pitch, represent the previous batches, the seniors & for me.
work hard, train hard, play hard for the upcoming season! you guys are already a champion in your heart.

well, the year started off well with me able to get into my dream school, joined a great team, met the greatest friends and enjoying every single part of it. until...
it was a long struggle to adapt to new changes&a new environment. as wanxin have put it for me, it was difficult to walk around school holding vjsg in my heart. there were many times where i just felt as though everything just doesnt go my way. there's a reason why God placed me there but at that time i have yet to find out what it is. i had doubts and started to question God. i recall how much i hated myself for being in that school, why didnt i study harder and score 1 less point?

as the days pass by, i made new friends and started to get on with my life. well, it seems as though i've put those good days back in my mind but i know when all is quiet and alone, memories of the days i spent in vj will just start to surface. it was something that i had to learn to let go. the group of friends i've made really made me realised that not all was lost (you guys know who you are (: chrisjohnathanlouiegordontyler) going to school, knowing that you guys are there really touches my heart.

i remember that sunday when i had lunch with wendy&steph. we were just talking about school and what we've been doing. THAT day made me find out the reason why i had been placed there. being in a christian environment made my struggle a whole load easier and maybe because God knew that i would have had such a struggle and placed me in a place where i can seek comfort. i have learnt alot from this struggle and it made me a whole lot stronger&mature. i cant say that i have forgotten abt the old days or that i like being in sa (cause, honestly i dont like the school at all) but i still have to get on with my life anw.
so things have pretty much been settled and now i just gotta concentrate on my As. 1 more year mann.

i really have to thank God for what he has done for me for the past year, giving me blessings that i would never be able to measure. cause without him, there's no me(:

chrisjohnathanlouiegordontyler&zd; thank you guys so much for all the fun we had. you guys made school for me so much easier and better (: hope we'll have another great year ahead. we have to stick to our plans (hahah, mugging)! we'll go through the year together and as the workload piles on next year, we'll have each other's back and with God's grace, we will definitely all pull through! (:

steph; though it was a rather rocky year for you too, i hope that 2009 will be a time for new beginnings. lift all your struggles unto the Lord and i know that you'll definitely be fine(: i am proud of you and as i have probably mentioned to you, we both have just so much to say to each other but needless to say, we both know what's in our heart. :P to more fun&laughter! 8 years of friendship and counting...

peiqi; i love you so much girl! i am glad to know that you are doing fine in melbourne with good friends there and all. you're gg into uni next year and i hope that you too will seek the Lord in everything you do! come back more often ya and we can hang out together together(:

genevieve; though we're no longer in the same place physically, but do know that i'm always here for you okayy(: we'll get by 2009 together with all our study dates! may God bless and provide guidance to you through the upcoming year.

all my other friends; i hope that 2009 will be a great year for everyone. may it be filled with lots of joy&hope (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

2009 has barely started and i already want it to end.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 16:24

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